To sir, with love.

Abah..

I swear you'll always be the man I love the most for my entire life.

I miss you.

I miss you.
And yes, that's what I'd been keeping inside that you always tried to figure out but failed each time.




I miss you when you're not around, when I don't see your face, when I see my friends with their loved ones, when I listen to love songs, when I watch Korean dramas, when the whole world is having fun and you're absent....and even when I'm just lazying around, trying to keep my mind blank.






But truth is, even when you're with me...I still miss you.
You see..I watch you. I watch you change. Changes are sometimes somewhat good.
But your changes, it's totally fake. 
And because I know you good, I know too that it's not you.
What you're trying to be or already being right now, is not you.


If it's your choice, listen to me, you got no talent in choosing.
So next time..ask for opinions first. 
Or better, let it all out first. What's in you heart.
What's making you like this. Why are you changing. Why do you need to change.


On the other hand, if it's not your choice...make your decision now.
It's a 'now or never' decision.
If you don't change yourself to the real you now, 
people around you will view you as the person you are right now, 
and you will have to pretend to be the person you are right now, for your whole life.
And it ain't fun. At all.




So please go back to the real you. 
For the sake of you yourself, people around you, 
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and for this one person who notices everything, and misses everything back then. Me.