I swear to God 2013 feels like a blink of an eye.
Things are speeding so fast throughout this year.
I feel like not much has happened to me; which is a big regret.
:(
I should have done more, especially creating beautiful memories.
Anyway. I'm sure there are few remarkable things that had happened to me, I just need to dig every inch of my brain.
I'll try to remember bit by bit.
Early 2013, I was still working at the restaurant.
Was in relationship with J. Until somewhere in Feb (or March) when I found out that he cheated on me.
Got my driving license after failing the JPJ test TWICE.
Was scolded badly by the JPJ officer during the test on the road, I cried.
Later throughout the few months I was unemployed, I was doing almost nothing at home everyday.
Then I was called for interview for this Foundation program (after few calls from my mom).
I still feel that it's unfair though, even up until now.
I can't really remember the exact date of the interview, but it's around April I guess?
It was held in Kuantan and at that time there was this Big Bad Wolf booksale so we went there, again, for the second time.
After the longest time of my life, the results were out and I passed the interview!
Got into a U in Melaka.
Started to prepare things, and prepared myself physically and mentally.
My friend from the same (previous previous) school got the same place, so I felt relieved a bit and not worried much about how I would make friends.
Thennnnn my friend and I found out that we got into the same class to YAY!
That was the hugest relief I think.
To shorten the story, I shared the same room with two fun roommates :D
But there was a problem too (with and ABOUT them), and because it touched religious issue it was even harder for me, because I definitely was not the type to talk or give some sort of lecture about it.
I was really, really being easygoing towards most of my friends, I let them do what they love and I did what I wanted. But the problem that I faced at that time was actually very big, and I couldn't handle it alone (because they were both doing the same mistake and they knew it). Knowing that as a Muslim sister I was supposed to advise them, it was such a difficult time for me.
And I ended up the first semester NOT advising them at all, what more touched that issue in front of them.
That was what I regretted the most, I swear.
Other difficult moments, I went through them well.
My final CGPA was B (or B+ I can't remember) and I was kind of sad too but wasn't depressed.
I knew I didn't try so hard.
I was satisfied a bit as I ended my first semester with new awesome friends and we are still so close until now and I love our friendship so much!
So in November I started my second semester.
New classmates, except 5 of them, they were from the same class as last semester.
New surrounding which I was very uncomfortable with during the first few weeks.
Later I found that not everyone was so smart, and anybody could come out as the first place in exam.
I would try hard during this semester to beat them. Simply 'cause I want to prove myself. Because I noticed that some people were looking down on me.
Not that I give that much EFF though.
My happiness does not depend on anybody else.
So, I'm still in semester 2 now, I'm quite struggling, but thankfully so far I believe I managed my stress well.
One night I was so stressed so I stopped doing my work and started watching Hamtaro.
Realized that leaving childhood was my biggest hugest mistake.
If I could say anything about 2013...well, it has been the weirdest year.