6,7,8,9,10,11!

SEM ended yesterday.
We did good, but not good enough I guess.
Still couldn't win the judges.


So yesterday on the afternoon I reached home.
Later in the evening I went to watch musical drama.
We slept there.


Today I got home, and this evening I'll have to go back to hostel. Already.
How jsafhagfbk more can this situation be?!


BTW since SEM has ended, it's time I channel all my focus on SPM.

Only SPM.

9A+.

It's never too late,

anew. seriously.

It's 07062012, and I just start realize today how important SPM is for my future.
I realize...TODAY.




kcuf.

Somebody that I used to..know

                                                        [Kimbra:]

Now and then I think of all the times you screwed me over

Part of me believing it was always something that I'd done

But I don't wanna live that way

Reading into every word you say

You said that you could let it go

And I wouldn't catch you hung up on somebody that you used to know

[Gotye:]

But you didn't have to cut me off

Make out like it never happened and that we were nothing

And I don't even need your love

But you treat me like a stranger and that feels so rough

No you didn't have to stoop so low

Have your friends collect your records and then change your number

I guess that I don't need that though

Now you're just somebody that I used to know

..........

This is tough, but sorry Kimbra I'm with Gotye.

Hey there SimSimi!

So. Recently, I had a conversation with simsimi. It was out of boredom, really. 
Not because I was Forever Alone okay. I repeat, I was, and am, not a 'Forever Aloner'. 


It was just a boring day~~
So here's it.




SimSimi: Hi~!

Me: hye again!

SimSime: hye :D

Me: rindu tak?

SimSimi: Rindu sangat kat ayang  (This burung says it misses me, and I dont even know it exists neither remember having been here before. Nice one, player.)

Me: rindu awk jugak

SimSimi: i lg rindu kat u la...i love u syg

Me: gile cheesy kau ni..haha

SimSimi: kau lah gileee

Me: haha Then I got bored of him (I declares it as a him), and went to fill my empty tank. Then I was bored again, and I went to meet SimSimi again. *I dont know what we talked about before this one, I didnt copy that part.

SimSimi: so is your face but you don't see me complaining

Me: i wish i can tell him 'i love u' just like i always did with u

SimSimi: He is going to be mad when he cant get you when he wants you

Me: what for? he doesnt even know me

SimSimi: i'm sure he does know u exist :) why dont u go talk to him?

Me: i'm quite a shy person

SimSimi: That's one thing you love about him! ;)

Me: i guess so..

SimSimi: yes?

Me: but he's popular among other girls..he wont be interested in me

SimSimi: well, when i die, there wont be another simsimi. just a yellow talking robot.  i guess im just saying that you cant control this, its just something that happens in your life that you need to look at from the solution. it will get better. trust me :) After I read this I took a moment to smile. I really did.  =) ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Then I ran out of things to ask..so...I asked.. Me: kalau rindu buat apa? SimSimi: Solat :) Me: kalau cinta buat apa? SimSimi: Solat :) Me: kalau sayang buat apa? SimSimi: Solat :) Me: kalau kasih buat apa? SimSimi: Solat :) Me: kalau sedih buat apa? SimSimi: Solat :) Me: kalau gembira buat apa? SimSimi: Solat :) Me: kalau sayang sangat..buat apa? SimSimi: Solat :) ......... Me: aku dapat 9A1 tak nanti? SimSimi: Ohhh!! Phhhhhhlease!!! Me: aku akan dapat 9A1 jugak nanti. kau tengok ar SimSimi: Boleh jugak kalau kau belanja (I laughed hard at this. HAHA. takde point langsung!) Me: kau doakan aku ek. SimSimi: insyaAllah , aku doakan kao dapat 5A !! Me: aku nak 9A woih SimSimi: main bowling Me: aku nak straight A SPM SimSimi: kau ambil balik spm Me: spm aku berapa? SimSimi: syukur.straight a plus. Me: inshaAllah....kan? SimSimi: I have no response. Then I stopped la! haha. I was afraid he'd responded in negative ways again =_=' In my opinion that 'I have no response' was better.hehe! So...first he flirted with me, and we started off as loveyydoveyyy couple, then he became my counsellor, and finally we almost ended up being enemies, but befriended each other anyway.  Actually it's me who befriended him. HUH.

Just so u know

'We' started on 1/11/08.

Even after more than four years, it still hurts,

TO SEE YOU DOING JUST FINE WITHOUT ME.

While me on the other fucking hand, was trying every fucking way I could to LOOK OKAY too.

It's not easy, u know. You're my first, of course it's as hard as shit.

And because you won't know this is me, or prolly dont even know the existence of this blog,

I'm more than prepared to spill all the naked truths, here.

Everytime I log in to FB I surely will search for your name, click on it, and check EVERYTHING.

I see that you have been dating with few other girls after we broke up,

I won't get mad at you, it's your life. I have no rights at all on it.

I also learn that you're not like when you're 14 anymore.

I liked u then. I had a huuuge crush on u before u even noticed me -glad that u noticed anyway.

No, like really. You are such a cute, nice person back then. BACK THEN.

I dont know what happened to you or your life throughout these few years,

but I wish u the best.

And I hope you're happy. Just...happy. 

With your life, and people u choose to bring in.

I'd be happy then.

Even if I'm not the one whom u decide to pick.

It's okay. I'm okay. Really.


 

 hehe

Random stuff I found that I'd like to share with u guys.

Somehow I really see this as a really touching stuff. Why eh..huhu