Precious, and hard to find.

With all this stress and pain in my head..

all I want right now is to go back to where I am surrounded with

Because time is ticking really fast nowadays..


I realize I have to be faster.

Wake me up when SPM ends

cause I'm so so so not ready for it...!!!

:_(      *smiley hape tah mcm ni

But yeah, come to think of it..just because I'm not ready for it, doesn't mean Kementerian Pelajaran will postpone or call it off for me.
So dang, no point on weeping.

You see..this week......is holidays. Finally  :D :D :D

But.....!    (-_-)

This holiday really did me no good. Well, at least so far it didn't.

For this remaining two days...God knows.

So here's the 'summary'.
My dad had some work to do in Besut for 4 days, and my little brother yang tak berapa nak little tu..wanted to go along with him la. To shorten the story, umy got to work, so she's not going, and since there would be no one to keep an eye on my brother..I had to go.
(repeat the underlined sentence three times to 'feel' it)

I was like.....why me  =_=

I got lots of homeworks, all f4 killer subjects to be covered up, and too many revisions to do.

I AM AN SPM CANDIDATE REMEMBER!

Knowing I wouldn't be able to do all the above on vacation, my brother still insisted on me coming along with him.  -ayat tak matching langsung, give me a big hahaha now. HAHAHA.

And now, I come back with lots of unfinished homeworks, no subtopics got covered, and nothing revised.

Big 'L' on my forehead. Yeah I really need that now.

Slap me, for Heaven's sake!

What am I supposed to do la...so stressed, so tiring.

OKAY YOUNG LADY STOP WHINING, COMPLAINING, SIGHING, AND STOP GIVING EXCUSES! IF YOU WANT TO SUCCEED, THEN ACT LIKE IT.

REMEMBER,

WHETHER YOU THINK YOU CAN, OR THINK YOU CAN'T,

YOU ARE RIGHT.

And it's still not too late to think that you can get straight A+s for SPM.

=)

BTW on my next post I'm planning on describing my 'vacation'. HEHE.

Bear with me ek..

Until then.....

".....look back with no regrets."

"Take a step back. Fucking look at yourself. You are human. You are beautiful. You are so beautiful. And you can be anything. You can be everything. Do not hate someone because broke your heart, or because your parents split up, your best friend betrayed you, your father hit you, the kid down the street called you fat, ugly, stupid, worthless. Do not concern yourself with things you cannot control. Cry when you need to,  then let go when it's time. Don't hang onto painful memories just because you're afraid to forget. Let go of things that are in the past. Forget things that aren't worth remembering. Stop taking things for granted. Stop talking life for granted. Live for something. Live for yourself. Fall in love. Fall out of love. Do this over and over until you know what it really is to love someone. Question things. Tell people how you really feel. Sleep under the stars. Create. Imagine. Inspire. Share something wonderful. 
Make something beautiful and then destroy it. Meet new people.

Make someone's day. Follow your dreams. Live your life to its full potential. 

Just live, dammit. 

Let go of all the horrible things in your life and just fucking live. 

And one day, when you're old, look back with no regrets."

Eminem, I don't know if you ever heard of this from anybody else, but I'm telling anyway;

...YOU'RE MY BATTERY WHEN ALL MY SPIRITS ARE BEING DISCHARGED.

Thank you, you rock.

Eminem then..

I still admire you by the way.

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