MEMO

these days i kept clicking 'create new post' about five times a day and ended up closing the tab without publishing anything.
it's like i have something in my mind that i really want to let out,
but somehow i can't express anything.
my head would go blank every time.


and now i'm posting this bullshit.


anyway. i always have the tendency of wanting to write something long at the wrong time.

like right now, since i'm home, i have nothing to write.
once i'm out, whether i'm in the car or walking somewhere else, i feel like i have to stop somewhere and write something at that exact moment.
if i wait until i'm home, i might lose all the details of what i want to write about.

so i write in my phone instead.
in the Memo.

eventually i have a lot of things written in there, mostly about what happened around me.
that's why i don't give my phone easily to anyone, and created a security screen lock.


i just don't share my feelings and thoughts with anybody.
i haven't found anyone who really cares to know anyway.


it's okay though.
LIFE IS LIVED ALONE.