Dec 28, 2011

I'm done, and you're free. =)



I'll start this post with a smile okay.
=)



I absolve you from your promises. I really do.


Yesterdays I still wondered if you ever thought of me and our memories together though we didn't actually share memories together that much, but yeah. Still. I also looked through your FB wall secretly. Yes, as psycho as it may sound, yes I did that. And when I listened to A7X I thought of you along every line of the lyrics, and hoped you'd do the same.

But those were yesterdays.
And I'm not that fool anymore.
Time really does heal wounds. Even the bad ones.


I am over him.
It took a little time for me to realize this, but at least I realize.


I'm glad that it is all over now.
I mean, of course, it has been over for months, but this moment, it's over for real.


I've deleted his number(s).
And slowly trying to forget all his numbers la walaupun hakikatnya bukan senang woo nak nyanyukkan diri, lebih-lebih lagi benda yang dah lama kita hafal.
I've deleted all A7X's songs and videos.


Thought of unfriending him on FB.
Basically blacklisting him from my life forever.
Tapi tulah..one step at a time bak kata Jordin Sparks.
(damn I love this song!)


Oh and btw, sebagai penutup..EFF. EFF you and your sugary mouth.
Because you and all those sweet words that come out of your mouth, are bullshits.




It's nice to have met you, but being 'in a relationship' that is more than friendship with you..
It's just the hugest mistake ever of my life. Probably yours too.
I'm more than relieved that we've come to this decision.


And I repeat, I absolve you from your promises.
I REALLY AM DONE THIS TIME.
BYE, AND BYE FOREVER. 




Cheers  =)

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